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This bitch put me in an ugly-ass champagne floor gown that looks terrible with my skin tone and she is wearing a cardigan to my birthday party. I refuse to be disrespected by this.

ok but what that the fuck is a hand hug

I found my old camera I lost years ago. A lot of photos where on it..a lot of good memories, embarrassing memories..and this one. The only photo of my “true” love. The boy who changed my life..literally. Oh I know what you must be thinking right now! LOVE STORY. It started out that way. We where best friends, even before we started dating. He had some problems; mentally. He would get angry for no reason..have to hit or yell..make everyone else feel the pain he would feel in himself. At times he would be super lovey and happy, others..not so much. I thought I would be the person to make all his anger and pain go away..that I would somehow fix what is messed up in him..but..I just made it worse. Don’t get me wrong he was happy and fun for a very long time..trying his hardest and till this day I still noticed it. He couldn’t hide his real self anymore. By a year I was stuck living in an apartment with a crazy angry boy. He would wake up in the middle of night pissed off at something waking me up..shaking me to wake up. He would grab me by the jaw and force me against the wall shouting at me..telling me it’s my fault that he is the way he is. His anger grew..all against me. He was blaming me for everything..making me feel worthless. I tried everything to make him see that I loved him..but did he love me? He put me down, he hit me, he did things I couldn’t imagine another being could possibly do to another. I didn’t know what to do! I was trapped..I was trapped in my own home, in my own bed, in my own body. I started to hate every ounce of me. He did that to do. Why couldn’t I leave? I was madly in love with this boy. When he hit me..He always said he was sorry..he tricked me. I was so blinded in love with this man..that I let him do this. Maybe I was just as crazy and him..maybe I believed that it was my fault and that I deserved to have a busted lip. He was a lot older than me and he took advantage of me in many different ways..using love as a weapon. 
My sister made a few calls..noticing I wasn’t calling her back to tell her how things where..maybe I sounded sad over the phone when she answered..maybe she just felt something wrong. She came over one day with a few of my (close friends now) friends. They dragged me out of there once they’ve seen what he was doing to me. 
It wasn’t easy getting back to “normal”..nor is it still. I still suffer from this day. Without this happening to me though..I wouldn’t be who I am today. Today..I am strong. I do not need love..I do not need anyones happiness but my own. My worth is all that matters to me. I think back to this day many times..but I would not change a single thing. Today I am who I’ve always wanted to be. This horrid past never changed it. 
Please..if you’re in a abusive to someone who will help you. Get yourself away from that situation as soon as possible! You are never trapped! You always have someone to go, do not let them fool you. 
If you ever need someone to talk to I am here. I will always talk to you! Please never give up. 

Flight of the Demons